Well, a lot of coffee has bee consumed so I think now if I write some bullshit it is just because that is what is in there this morning and I can’t blame the mental cobwebs that the ocean flood of magic bean water washed away in orgiastic lust.
Other than not like the holiday this week, it is a reminder that I am that much closer to my wedding anniversary with no wife to celebrate it with. I still do mind you, even if it is just a silent toast in the middle of the day, but I celebrate. I can think of no reality where I will not mark this day in my life in some form or another. I used to get tattoos, but seeing as that avenue is now what it used to be, I need to think of another tradition, and, in all honesty, I think I have found one for this year that will be a shock for most people.
I’m pretty sure I am going to shave my head.
Not the beard, not that beautiful and magnificent face mane you have all come to know and love, just the hair that is so thin now I swear I can see through it. It is a big thing, but at the same time, it isn’t all that much of a thing at all. It is hair, it was my vanity for so very long and now that I am at a point of my life where I think that kind of thing is stupid (Yes, I know I am being a hypocrite with the beard) and it is just hair. I suppose we shall see and all of that. I don’t look good bald mind you, I would invest in a great many things to put on my head, but change is a positive thing most of the time, right?
I am going to pick up writing with our favorite Faerie Goddess this morning and see what I can do with Pater Noster. Maybe something else too, it is all how I feel and all of that. Weather makes my head do things and it is trying hard to do a thing now, but, until it is really bad, I am going to keep going because it is a thing that gives me respite even when the pain is really bad. It doesn’t help the pain at all mind you, just make it a little easier to deal with in the long run, or maybe I just think it works. Placebo is just as effective at the end of the day.
Yeah, I think that’s good for now.
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